Nung narinig ko ang balitang to, nanlumo ako. Awang-awa pa naman ako sa mga batang pinapatay. Yung tipong walang kalaban-laban at walang kasalanan pero pinapatay pa rin. How bad and sinful these people doing this could get? My friend and i were talking about this news one morning last week. And the conversation goes like this:

Me: Grabe napanood mo ba yung batang pinatay at hinulog sa creek?

Friend: Oo. Ang sabi nila kinidnap daw yun. Tapos siguro yung bata iyak ng iyak kaya nainis na yung dumukot at pinatay na lang.

Me: Kahit na. Palagay ko di dapat pinabayaan ng kasama niya yan. Kasi knowing tatlong taon lang yung bata, talagang malikot yon. Dapat pag nagmall sila doble ingat.

There in my opinion that somehow its also the companion's responsibility to look after the kid, especially at this age na sobrang likot ng bata. Lalo na sa mga mataong lugar. Ang sabi ko, di dapat nila pinapabayaan. Lalo na nung nadukot ang bata or nawala ang bata na hindi nila alam kung sino ang huling kasama.

I seldom watch the news or the interviews of the kid's parents. But I often read on the internet that they are begging for the suspects to show up, and for the SM Mall to release their surveillance video. They (parents) are crying, begging, asking for help, and justice. I should know the feeling. Ina ako eh. Mawalan lang ako ng anak siguro mababaliw na ako. Lalo pa sila, nakita nang patay yung baby nila.

Then one afternoon while I was inside an fx going home (i think last Friday) I heard on the news that SM already released the video. And it was seen there that the last companion of Kyna was her FATHER. Yes her FATHER. I heard some passengers reacted on what we've heard. Each has their own "tsk..tsk..tsk". Even I wanted to say bad words out of dismay. Paano niya nagawa yon? Saan siya kumuha ng lakas ng loob na magpainterview at umiyak-iyak pa sa harap ng camera at sabihing maawa na yung mga "suspect" at lumitaw na nga which is siya din pala? Grabe ang balitang ito. Nakakapanlumo. Lalo pa ako nainis when I heard that he was under the influence of drugs when he did the crime. F*ck. Isang walang malay na bata ang nadamay dahil sa kairresposablehan ng isang magulang. Walang kamalay-malay ang bata na walang tutol na sumama sa tatay niya na hindi niya alam na papatayin pala siya? At first I knew that ang balak pala sa bata ay ibebenta. Napakawalang puso't kaluluwa. Eh kahit patayin mo yung tatay na iyon eh hindi na mababawi ang ginawa niya. Kakainis lang.

Masyado lang ako affected, sorry. But I cant help but to be angry with the father. He is just so insane.